She knows she's an overthinker. And he's aware of that.
She got the chance to look for him in social media sites using the informations he gave her throughout their conversations.
She found someone who fits perfectly on how he describe himself. But that only made her overthink more. She started to questioned the guy's real motive.
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Chapter VII
I am watching a variety show from one of my fave groups in K-pop. I was busy laughing alone as I enjoy myself fangirling over these amazing people.
I really love how these guys, regardless of our language and distance can easily make me laugh. I'm all aware that not many people supports me in doing this fan girling over these Korean guys but I somehow get used to that. I came to realize that I can't please everyone with what I like, all I can do is to not mind them and focus on what really makes me happy. And these guys I'm watching is one of my happiness that I just can't leave because someone told me to.
I was giggling as I munch the popcorn placed in my lap. Gumawa rin ako ng dalgona coffee which I think is a trend right now. I can say that I'm a heavy coffee drinker. I graduated college with coffee. There's no day that I will let myself skip a cup of coffee. And it's been also one of the topics I discussed with Joe before. And like me, he's also into coffee a lot.
The show ended and I can't help but get excited with the preview they showed for the next episode. Ayun nga lang ay kailangan ko pang maghintay ng another 1 week before they air it.
Saktong kakaayos ko palang ng pinagkainan ko ay may natanggap akong text na sandaling nagpangiti sakin.
From: Joe
Di pa tapos? :( just text me after ha.
I plastered a smirk first before glancing the clock near my bed thinking that this person already missed me.
Oh! Mag dadalawang oras na pala akong nanunuod?
Looks like pinaghintay ko na naman siya. But, it's not my fault though. I told him to do other things first as I watched. It's his choice so I think I don't have to feel guilty.
To: Joe
Hala! Katatapos lang hihi
From: Joe
Yes! Finally. Me time na hahaha.
Dahil nga sa galing ako sa panunuod ng fave kong show, masyadong maganda ang mood ko kaya hindi ko na naiwasan pang matawa ng marahan.
To: Joe
Oo nalang hahaha.
Bumaba ako sa sala para naman makita ako ng mga tao sa bahay at hindi masabihan ng kung ano dahil masyado akong nagkukulong sa kwarto ko. I really hate this part of me being a great over thinker. Kahit sa sarili kong pamilya ay ganito ako.
I want to change this part of me but it's not that easy to do.
Pumwesto ako sa mahaba naming sala na nakataas ang paa at inilagay ang throw pillow sa mga hita ko bilang patungan ko habang hinihintay ang reply niya.
It's been days since that night happened. I didn't expect that we will still keep in touch after that talk. To be honest ay kinabahan pa ako kung ano na ang mangyayari after non.
But what shocks me is him who never brought that topic the next day. Ang nangyari ay parang normal lang na araw iyon katulad nung mga nakaraan. He sent me a morning greetings in the morning, asked me how's my sleep and just texted me like how he used to be.
I'm somehow relieved because of that. Hindi ko na rin naisipan pang i-bring up pa iyon dahil I don't have the courage plus maybe he already made up his mind to let us stay like this.
Though there are still some moments that he will still throw sweet banters at me. But that's him. He won't be Joe without those fluttering texts that would probably make anyone's heart melts.
From: Joe
So how's it? Mukhang happy tayo ah.
To: Joe
Super!! Hahaha they really never fails to make me laugh so loud.
From: Joe
Sana all kaya kang patawanin ng ganyan.
To: Joe
It should be sana napapasaya ko rin sila just like how they make me laugh. Ganun! hahaha
From: Joe
That's for sure babe. Kung wala naman kayo baka wala silang show na ganon. So it's for sure that you,- their fans is making them happy. Sa pagsuporta niyo pa lang ay siguradong napapasaya niyo na sila.
To: Joe
Aww. Thank you for appreciating fans like me huhu.
To: Joe
But wait, ang haba ah?
From: Joe
You know I'm also a fan. But of a different genre so I totally understand you. Well a bit haha.
From: Joe
Babe? Anong mahaba yan?
To: Joe
HOOYYY!! HAHAHA
To: Joe
Gagiii it's not what you think hahaha
To: Joe
Wrong choice of words hhmmp.
Yung reply mo kasi mahaba.
From: Joe
I know babe haha. Ayusin mo kasi :)
To: Joe
Nga pala babe. Ma-eexpired na load ko mamaya and hindi muna ako makakapagload.
So kapag hindi ako nakapag-reply, ayun na yun.
From: Joe
Hala babe. Di ka maglo-load?
To: Joe
Oo e. Magpapa miss muna ako sayo hehe.
To: Joe
Tsaka we've been talking for straight weeks na kaya hahaha. Baka nagsasawa ka na lol
