what happened to us part 1

                                    

                                              
I ran down the stairs trying my hardest to  standing right at that door when he walks in. It has been over almost 3 months and i haven't seen his face and body since then except when he's on TV. I hear the doorknob turn and open. 
                          
"Welcome back jungkook! " I scream at the top of my lungs. 
                          
His hair color has changed and he looks slimmer from moving around and not eating much. He looked taller and more handsomer but that's just because I adore him.... Unless he really did. Then more girls will be after him causing me to get more jealous and jealous. My face turned red and frustrated with the thought. Jungkook sees this and hugs me, towering over me. 
                          
"Do you how much I have missed you? Everytime I'm on stage or walking around I can only imagine you." He says hugging me even tighter. "But sometimes I can't get over the fact that I wasn't your first one...." 
                          
I knew exactly what he meant.... 
                          
*7 months ago*
                          
"Kim Taehyung! Welcome back! " I say reaching out to him. 
                          
He smiles and runs at me picking my up and swinging me and around. He then puts me down and wraps his arms around my waist. 
                          
"Jeez 3 months and I wanted to see you badly. I almost cried when I went to bed every night without you in my arms. " he looked at me pinning me to the wall and kissing me deeply patching up the time we lost. 
                          
*present*
                          
"Jungkook don't let that get to you okay? Your my boyfriend now not taehyung and we shouldn't let it get stuck in our relationship." when I said that I could smell his breath. He was drinking. His drinking was never a good sign. It only meant there will be yelling. 
                          
"How am I supposed to fucking do that when your fucking ex works with me in my damn group Huh?! You didn't expect this?! What the fuck is wrong with you, you bitch!" he yelled straight into my face pushing me on the floor. 
                          
I yelped as I fell on something sharp and was pinned to the floor. He put his face to my neck making it tickle and making me moan silently. He then started pushing up my shirt, his hand going up my body and he bit my lip. I honestly felt like crying. Why (y/n) why did you date taehyung then jungkook....why did you cause jungkook to drink and to yell.... Why are you letting drunk jungkook do this to you.... And then a tear fell, but it wasn't mine. I looked at the jungkook who had tears in his eyes and I hold him close. We didn't even say anything we just hugged. Him crying hard gripping me tightly and burying his face in my shirt. And me looking up hating myself for what I did. And we stayed like that for a long long time. 
The next morning I woke up and saw jungkook sound asleep in the bed his hair in his face and his strong arms wrapped around me. I was about to go back to sleep when the doorbell rang. I silently and slowly got up and went downstairs wondering who it is until I open the door. 
                          
"Taehyung... What are you doing here... " 
                          
He looked at me and blushed. "I remember when I got up to see you in the morning everyday....just wanted to see you since I haven't for 3 months. I missed you (y/n) a lot."
                          
"Then why the hell would you break up with me." I was about to slam the door shut when he stopped it with his hand and pulled me outside shutting the door behind me and kissing me against it. 
                          
I couldn't pull away. No matter how much I thought of jungkook I just couldn't pull away. Did I miss him that much? I didn't even care at that moment I kissed back deeply wrapping my arms around his neck. He picked me up and started down my neck. I lean my head back against the door when I all of a sudden hear footsteps. I come down and wipe my lips standing far from Taehyung. Jungkook comes opening the door and looking at the two of us. 
                          
"You can get him later Taehyung just let him sleep. " 
                          
He nods and walks off, jungkook pulls me in and looks around me making sure we didn't do anything. He touches my neck.
                          
"There's a mark on your neck (y/n)."